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recently im so mad wif everythgs.....sad....
y'day mr. vincent write out oni left 105 days will reach SPM d....after i saw it i almost siao ki....how???until now even bio me also cant finish study yet....sumore stil got so many subject need me 2 study....im goin mad soon.....arghh~~~~~~
2day yen theng ask what happen 2 my wrist....suddenly...i feel so sad....TT...just told her it was the scar last time i cut my hand.....i keep on ask myself why i hav so many scar just bcause of him?????is'r worth????now he chasing other girls d....why am i stil love him so deep?????why am i always like 2 being stupid????thousand of question keep on appear in my mind....haiz....TT...i think nobody will now what my feeling now...i should keep on control myself 2 4gt evrythgs as fast as possible....TT....
but 4 me....everythgs i hav do 4 him is worth....mayb u all will jus said tat im stupid....but....did u listen b4???when u in love u will b blind~~~~it's true....
then about friendship....i cnt even noe who i can trust also....everyone i just treat them as a normal friend....i din even dare 2 told them bout my secret....my friend really say the right thgs....why am i always keep my secret alone but don share wif sumone????but....not i don wan 2 tell sumone....but i really dono who i can tell also....last time i just will share my thgs wif him....but now....he leave me also....tat means really nobody can share wif me d....TT...
after sch our netball hav a small party 2 celrebrate 4 tat day we won the competiton....yummy yummy....so long time din ate KFC lo~~~but actually i don like 2 eat chicken wan....lolxz....
then khang wooi come 2 fetch me after i back from sch....we go 2 find tubo 2gether.....cause he got hp need 2 ask tubo repair....then at tubo eh shop until around 630...me n khang wooi also cabut liao.....then go n hav our dinner~~~waw....the fried rice really nice yea.....
the after dinner also fetch me home liao lo.....haiz....gai....at home alone again.....start thinking nonsense again.....arghhhhhhhhhh......really wan crazy d la me.....TT

16 days 2 go~~~~^^
104 days 2 go~~~~TT