my 1st blog over here....

here my 1st blog over here.....

actually recently i got lots of thgs tat make me mad make me sad....

even exam i also got no mood 2 study at all...just leave it....at last now the result out d....i din got any feeling also....the highest marks also just 65%.....i got no comment 4 my score....cause is myself make the mistake.....i just can admit tat....YEA,VANESSA THIS TIME IS UR FAULT!!!!!

nowaday...i really put more effort in my study d....i noe i cant lose myself!!!!i can make it b better!!!!just depends on what i do....at here i promise myself....i must make it!!!!

what else make me so sad n mad????impossible just about the study thgs of coz...

now when i got any problem i got no ppl 2 share wif....last time i stil tought tat i can share wif 'you'...but recently i feel tat u r so weird 2 me!!!!u can b 2 faces ppl...u make me scared of u!!infront of me,u can said u dont like 2 join tat girl or other...but infront of them u smile until so happy....u just did the same thgs as KL treat me...tats y recently i totally got ntg 2 tel u...i prefer tat i sad alone...i also dont wan share my thgs to other anymore!!!!!

i noe tat i get hated by many ppl....yea i admit...mayb really is my personality got problem...but i wont change!!cause if i change tat is not me anymore....if u like then u join if not u can choose 2 leave me I DONT CARE!!!!!this is what i can say....

phew...feel more better now....it's time 4 me 2 study again~~~